*Sneezes* Hey people. Well, heres my life daily.. Nothing, nothing, and of course another huge helping of NOTHING. Today was the last day of school, which I didn't attend. So, no school till January 3rd. SCORE. Today is my cousin Angels birthday so Happy birthday Angel.

In six days (I'm counting them down!) it will be a year for me and my sweet baby. So this blog entry is gunna be mainly about that! Brandonnnn, I love you my baby!! You're my everything. I know that I say that a lot. But I truly mean it. Everytime I say it, it's to let you know how much I care for you! I could never leave you. I could never hurt you. It's so weird how we've lasted this long with a long distance relationship, but I knew we could do it! And I'm so happy, for you, and for I. I love you Brandon, with all of my heart, and I will never let you go, my baby.

I'm listening to When I'm Gone - Eminem. This is a pretty good song. I like it because Hailey tells Em's sorry ass off. Eminem is the worst excuse for a rapper I've ever seen. I absolutely hate him. I mean..what colour is he? White or black? Oh well, if he choses to be like that, then that's his problem. He's making millions right? So let him do it. He raps about his past so much, he needs to let it go. I mean hello, if you rap about your kid, and how you treat her, you obviously see how you treat her, so why don't take your own advice and spend time with her. Gosh he's ignorant! I hate rap, but it came on Fuse..So blah. Now there is more gay ass rap on Fuse..grrr. I hate when they put that dumb shit on a rock channel.

Can anyone believe it's only four days till Christmas? It totally doesn't feel like it!!! I mean..I'm this close to getting my new paintball gun, and Viva La Bam, Season 1! Well, Merry Christmas to everyone, and Happy New Year, if I don't get around to saying it on those days! I probably will get on, because I'm online every night, so I can talk to my baby. So I might log on and wish everyone a Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year. While I'm saying this, I must say, I can't wait till next year! Because my baby is coming over. I've promised him so many times! And I'm gunna stick to my promise and make the money to get him here. 'Cus I'm gunna be working at Papa Johns, or the Humane Society in a couple days, if they are hiring! I promise you my baby, I'll get you here. I'll do all I can to get the money. I love you. Oh, Happy late Birthday to myself. My birthday was the 17th, for you all who didn't know. I'm finally 15. And I'm happy. I can finally get a job, as I said earlier. But I have to go get a workers permit. Sooo I'll do that when I get the chance.

Well, I gotta go clean up the house, because my mom asked me if I would. Plus I really need to wash the dishes..cus I made a mess making breakfast this morning (Eggs, French toast, and bacon..) Talk to everyone later, and I'll update again, as soon as I can! Love always -Nicole       ][I][Love][Brandon][