I am so happy this year is almost over. Everything is going wrong. But anyway..of all occasions I wanna say

---R.I.P Greg!---

Greg was my cousin. He died today, of all days, from a heart attack.

I just wanted to make it clear that everyone misses you, Greg. And we love you.  

It's all very shameful. My mother and stepdad are arguing again..and this time I think they aren't getting back together. He called the cops last night and tried to get my mom kicked out. And of all things he said "you don't deserve your daughter.." which, I can't say I appreciate. Because I KNOW my mother loves me more than anything in the world, and I know she would do anything in the world for me. I'm not saying my stepdad is a bad person, and I'm not trying to make him sound like one, because he's not. I love him with all my heart, but everyone does something wrong in their life, right? You know the old term "he'd/she'd give you the shirt of his/her back? Well he's like that.

On another note, there were 12 car loads of cops in this trailer park today (and old friend of the family, Steve, was threatening a state boy, with a gun and knife. None of the family is very fond of him anymore..he's the police his self(not literally, but that's my familys terms), and a nark.) . Which I found amusing, and said.."we need a police department around here." Because in the past two days they have been here 3 times.

Hmm, well, I have $159 dollars for my boyfriend's plane ticket for the summer of 2006. I need like $102 more dollars. And I'm home free. Above all, my mom said I could take money from my bank account if I didn't have quite enough. So I'm happy. But anyway, my mom is off the phone, and I must being going.

I hope you all have a Happy New Year..

And to 2005, goodbye, I'm glad you're gone, bitch. -Nicole