As this subject states..yea ANOTHER one of my friends died last weekend! I'm so sick of this..no kidding. I swear..Death really is the new trend. He was only 16 fkn years old! I mean he hadn't even been through highschool, and he didn't get to travel anywhere. I don't even think he could legally drive, but he had his learners. I remember I used to play football with him and everything. His best friend Jesse lives about 5 mins away from me, walking distance. I know Jesse was upset. I can't stand this anymore. Why does this happen to me? I mean..yea..it coulda been anyone. But me? Why me? All the time it's me. When will my life have a break? When will my friends stop dying? Well, heres a song for all my dead friends. R.I.P

Puff Daddy - I'll Be Missing You - Dedicated to Notorious B.I.G

(Puff)
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I lace the track you lock the flow
So far from hanging on the block of dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always as it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
And though you're gone
We still a team
Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams

In the future can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Remenice sometime
The night they took my friend
Try to black it out but it plays again
When it's grieveful it's really hard to conceil
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give everything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

CHORUS: (Faith)
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you


(Puff)
It's kind of hard wit you not around
Know you in heaven smilin' down
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Bust in the 6
Shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

CHORUS: (Faith)
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you

well, everyone, I need to go get in the shower...ttyl Love always -Nicole

---R.I.P---

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